"I was within and without, simultaneously enchanted and repelled by the inexhaustible variety of life." So I am Carla, I'm a huge massive, giant gay. I love literature and TV shows. I spend my life crying over my terrible writing and although I may come across as a pretentious bitch sometimes, I assure you that I am not. I'm in love with Sylvia Plath's words, Ian Somerhalder's infinite eyes and Nina Dobrev's very smooshable face. I want everything and nothing from life. Welcome to my little corner of hell.